Oh my dear god, it's been over an entire year since I stuck my nose in here. I apologize from the bottom of my soul D:
I don't even know how to start, please bear with me. Or ignore the text below and skip to the bottom for commission update.
You probably remember I started a night time job somewhere around February last year. I ended up quitting it on my Birthday this year and since then I remain unemployed. There was just way too much bullshit going on and I was pretty much pushed to drop it.
It was a rough year for me. Being a single mom and all hardships that come along with it, then in November my world just collapsed. My Grandfather had passed away after a long battle. A huge part of me died with him that day. I was sick at that time, so I didn't even have the chance to pay my last respects and say goodbye and tell him how much I loved him my entire life. He was like a father for me, and now he is gone. I can only hope he does rest in peace.
Another thing I felt like sharing with you finally is the family situation I have. For the past few years my mother has been drinking on a regular basis, and it's getting worse and worse. Her being constantly on booze causes arguments and fist fights that my daughter is a witness of. Worst part is, there is nothing I can possibly do about it. My mother who used to be my role model turned into someone I have hard times looking at without disgust. Me and my daughter have nowhere to move out to. As much as living with my parents is a pain in the back side, it isn't even the worst that has recently happened to me.
A few days before my Birthday, at a regular gyn checkup, a golf ball sized tumor has been located inside of my uterus. Further biopsy declaired it being cancerous. It can get removed easily. Well, until I gather up 5000PLN for the procedure. I have 2300 saved up for the time being. So almost halfway there. Yay!
Enough of the sad whining. I apologize if that depresses anyone. Here's something more on the bright side of my life:
I have recently got an artistic update, as my beloved not-yet-a-husband-from-across-the-ocean has bought me a large Intuos3 ;3; My Bamboo has committed a suidice earlier this year. I'm slowly getting back into drawing, and holy crap that tablet is a dream come true ;___; It actually LISTENS to me, and it's smooth and shiny and OMG thank you Sweetheart ;3;
SO. Um. I know I owe some of you commissions. I won't be surprised if all your trust towards me went out the window, as I took your money and never got back to you guys. You have no idea how ashamed I am. I can only get on my knees and ask for your forgiveness. I did my best to dig up the commission details you guys sent me, but most of the reference links don't work for me anymore or I'm just retarded. PLEASE - if you commissioned me, please re-send the info. I have no recollection of who actually sent me the money. That makes me a crappy artist I know.
I dug out the following deviant who I'm certain I received the payment from:Yukiro-Fayt
PLEASE re-send your request. I will try my best to make it up to you for the long wait D:
Please guys help me with this. If you are sure you paid me, please feel free to punch me in the face and ask for art.
As you probably figured that out, I'm going to complete commission work I owe and re-open to help me raise the remaining funds for my surgery.
Long story short....
I AM BACK!! ...for the most part.